Stopping inside and My Religion
Ayyā Medhānandī Bhikkhunī
Stopping inside
These days
I don’t like to go anywhere,
content to pore through my books
and smile at the cats.
They are old now,
the summer flowers are over-tall,
too much rain,
and the weeds
choking every corner of the garden.
I love that landscape,
where the world falls away
and the deer lie down
in the night’s shadow.
Stopping inside the silence of being,
awareness finely tuned,
an island of peace
and plenitude,
I listen to the holy sound.
My Religion
‘To live and die without regret’ −
that is my religion –
to taste the cup of the sacrament
of this moment
now,
my only moment.
How otherwise to spend it,
for tonight I may die?
To abide in the fragrance of
goodness in this world
enduring
awake;
To bring no harm to myself
or any one;
To be a cause for kindness
and compassion −
a joy that defeats
despair.
To smile with courage
through life’s storms and trials;
trusting
the inherent principle
of Love.
To pray –
to live and die
a simple way.
These reflections by Ayya Medhanandi are from the book, Tomorrow’s Moon, pp. 22, 87 respectively.