Fundamental Structures: Time and Self

Ajahn Sucitto

Fundamental Structures: Time and Self

The mental consciousness creates fundamental structures that support further differentiation.

These structures are so well established, or conjured up so immediately, that they become realities. The basic structures are time and space, self and other. They arise so immediately that we do not believe that they are created. I don’t seem to create the future. The future is ‘out there’. ‘There is such a thing as a tomorrow. There is an April 29th. There is a [2030]. There is my grandfather’s birthday. There is, “I’ve got to pay the rent by …”.’

Time is a structure that receives strong social support because it organizes us – for good or for bad. The future has the power to push, overwhelm, and flood the mind with its potencies of interest, hope, aspiration, expectation, worry, panic, and despair. It floods the mind with feeling.

But where is all that occurring? And how can something that isn’t even here, like [2030], get me rattled? The mental consciousness generates the reactions and emotions that accompany the feeling and perception of the future or the past, self or other. And they fill the space of awareness. All this is nāma, proliferating in relation to what it has created.

And somewhere in that papañca process, it’s as if the mind becomes divorced from the very object that is created. We get to feel powerless: we can’t guarantee our future; we can’t know it; yet the power, the potency of ‘time’ asks us, ‘Please try to make my past or my future settled and certain and comfortable, so I can relax.’

And then, of course, my strategies come up to try to make that happen. And that is stressful, isn’t it? The amount of energy one has to put in to handling ‘the future’ or ‘the past’ can be overwhelming. But can you ignore the future? No. But can it possibly not overwhelm you? Yes: out of compassion, it’s recommended that we bear in mind that we might die tomorrow. There might not be a [2030] as far as you’re concerned. Where is the future then, and the plans?

They’re just projections. Time only has a relative existence; it’s generated by the mind, and we can unhook its panic trigger. Once you see it as a creation, then you know that the future unfolds from your current mind-state. So you realize that what you can orient around is integrity and awareness.

Live those and let the future unfold.

This reflection by Ajahn Sucitto is from the Article, “Healing the Cracks.”

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